I admit that I cheated today for the first time. My resolution has been to only eat with people. Tonight I made hot cocoa. My one meal today meant to last for the next 24 hours was going to be lunch-- a potluck with girlfriends. But the spirit of bringing your best family recipe dies when girls pick up the cheapest, nutrient empty grocery store offerings instead of real food. Now I crave real food-- oatmeal, tomatoes, aged cheddar. The only exception is soda which still sounds satisfying due to the lovely caffeine. Still, it was nice to have real Sunday dinner with a pretty set table- candles, clothe napkins, great coffee. That's how my mother always did Sundays when I was growing up.
As I'm heading into week 2 at work, I'm questioning my ability to love the students. Not just challenge them, but love them for exactly who they are. I have a co-worker who can look right at students and say, "you know I love you." I can't do that. Must find a source to draw from that is deeper and richer.
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